NOTHING

Am I better off dead?
Am I better off a quitter?
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her
As they take me to my local down the street
I'm smiling but I'm dying trying not to drag my feet

They say a few drinks will help me to forget her
But after one too many I know that I'll never
Only they can’t see where this is gonna end
They all think I'm crazy but to me it's perfect sense

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind, turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I’ll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though they’re slurred
So I, dialed her number and confessed to her
I'm still in love but all I heard
Was nothing (nothing, nothing, nothing)

So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences
I know if we're face to face then she'll come to her senses
Every drunk step I take leads me to her door
If she sees how much I'm hurting, she'll take me back for sure

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind, turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I’ll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though they’re slurred
So I, dialed her number and confessed to her
I'm still in love but all I heard
Was nothing (nothing, nothing)

She said nothing (nothing, nothing)
Oh, I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh, I got nothing (nothing, nothing)
I got nothing (nothing, nothing)
Oh, I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

Ohh, sometimes love's intoxicating
Ohh, you're coming down, your hands are shaking
When you realize there's no one waiting

Am I better off dead?
Am I better off a quitter?
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind, turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I’ll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though they’re slurred
So I, dialed her number and confessed to her
I'm still in love but all I heard
Was nothing (nothing, nothing)

She said nothing (nothing, nothing)
Oh, I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh, I got nothing (nothing, nothing)
I got nothing (nothing, nothing)
Oh, I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh, I got nothing (nothing, nothing, nothing

SUDAH

Dinda, Semua Berakhir SudahSegala Rasa Yang Tlah TertuangSemua Jadi KenanganManis Mungkin Hanyut BerduaDi Dalam Kekosongan Mata Hati Ini
Tak Satupun Yang Kusesali
Malahan Semua Hiasi Hidup
Mungkin Setitik Perih Yang Ada
Mendewasakan Aku Dan Kamu

Dinda, Jangan Sesali IniKamu Masih, Cantik Seperti DuluSaat Pertama Kali, Kita Jumpa
Dinda, Semua Berakhir SudahMestinya Semua Terangkum Dan
Tak Satupun Yang KusesaliMalahan Semua, Warnai HidupMungkin Duri Yang Pernah TertancapMendewasakan Aku Dan Kamu
Agar Terus Dapat Melawan Badai
Untuk Terus Dapat Melawan Badai

Best I ever had

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had
So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely
Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better
And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right
What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

Nothing

Seberapa pantaskah kau untuk ku tunggu,
Cukup indahkah dirimu untuk selalu ku nantikan
Mampukan kau hadir dalam setiap mimpi burukku
Mampukah kita bertahan di saat kita jauh..

Seberapa hebat kau 'tuk ku banggakan,
Cukup tangguhkah dirimu untuk selalu ku andalkan, ohhh...
Mampukan kau bertahan dengan hidupku yang malang, ohh..
Sanggupkah kau menyakinkan di saat aku bimbang..

CHORUS:
Celakanya...
Hanya kaulah yang benar-benar aku tunggu,
Hanya kaulah yang benar-benar memahamiku,
Kau pergi dan hilang ke mana pun kau suka

Celakanya...
Hanya kaulah yang pantas untuk kubanggakan,
Hanya kaulah yang sanggup untuk aku andalkan,
Di antara pedih aku slalu menantimu..

BRIDGE:
Mungkin kini kau t'lah menghilang tanpa jejak,
Mengubur semua indah kenangan,
Tapi aku slalu menunggumu di sini,
Bila saja kau berubah pikiran ohhh...heyyy..heyy

Kehilangan or Kebebasan

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Sendiri dalam kebingunganku tentang arti dari rasa ini.
Kehilangan or Kebebasan
Aku belum bisa memahaminya.
Yg jelas aku tidak boleh kalah dalam melawan rasa ini.
Aku harus tetap dalam jalurku dan tetap semangat untuk selalu berjuang untuk hidupku dan hidupnya

SD 14 Juli 2014 (lamunanku dalam keterbatasan)